This is my last week at school.
Today is my last day in this classroom.
I am sad.
I do not want this year to end. I've been having a wonderful time, not only with the teachers, but with my friends. It's been wonderful. I knew I couldn't wait for high school for a reason. -smiles-
Well...It may be a while before I can get back on to write on this. Just have to settle things down a bit, I guess. Don't worry, I'll be back on. I haven't lost this site yet, and I don't plan to, seeing that I've had it since 2008. ^~^
Well, my friends, if you've already read through all my things, go ahead and read again. It might be awhile before anything new is on here. T.T
Zai jian!

Okay, the title makes no sense, but still....anyways....>////<

I actually feel very proud of this website. I 've had this for how long? (that was rhetorical, I've had it since 2008, making it over 3 years now) And I've actually kept this going. My Quizilla account, which I've had since about the same time, I really don't use anymore. I still write...just...not as frequent. Plus, like all the kids of my generation, I'm sure, I have turned to facebook.
Okay, I know what you're thinking. I'm just another teenager that would rather waste her life away on a social network than do something productive.
NOPE!
I just had to get that straight.
I've done some pretty productive things.
Freshman year has been a blast for me. I am really sad it's ending. (Next Thursday, which is wanting to kill me T.T)
No matter how much it makes me shudder to think of it... my father was right! He once told me that high school is where I'll have the most fun. High school is where I will meet people I will know for the rest of my life.
I think he was right.
I know so many people right now that I know I will know for the rest of my life. (You know you understood that)
 - Yuisa, Sami, Momo, Cayleigh, Sherri, Poo (Virjinia), etc etc
Yes. I actually named them out.
With them, I am so sure that my life will be fantastic. I have so much fun with them now, and yet we are already planning a few things for a few years ahead! (For only us to know >:3)
Today's topic?
Do you have people like me?
Do you have a seregate family, or are they literally considered your actual family, as I consider these people?
Who are the people that you love?

Actually started to get more and more into different musics....I used to only know every single country song, a few Blue October, a few Tori Amos, and was in love with Tenacious D.
Now...?
I am absolutely obsessed with Blue October, thinks Jack Black is the most awesome actor ever, and am actually listening to music like Breaking Benjamin and Brokencyde.
Heh...I love schitzophrenia xD
Why do I bring that up?
Because right not I have a Breaking Benjamin song stuck in my head, and it's epic. I love it. I just wish I could listen to it T.T
What's the song...?
To tell you the truth, I have no idea.
Lyrics?
"..you left a hole where my heart should be. I gotta fight just to make it through and I will be the death of you...?~♫
If you know what I'm talking about....what song, I mean...please tell me....-______-"
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Had fun during lunch :3
Nothing exactly special happened.
But it wasn't boring. :3

So...
This is a question that requires comments!
How does all feel on the topic of Osama Bin Laden's death?
Yes, I know, I am a bit late on asking, but I thought it would be a great conversation starter.
So how do you all feel? Are you sad? Happy? Glad, gleedful, relieved, angry, pissed at the U.s., not only that, but at Obama?
lemme know! :D Maybe I can come up with some great coversatin starters after that! LOL
And let me tell you...there are some pretty enthusiastic people here at my school.
Like this one kid, whom we call Jay.
One of his favorite shirts to where is one that has Bin Laden's face on it, a sniper range aim thing over it, and below it says "mission accomplished". That is pretty bad in my opinion xD
Maybe I'll actually get some great responses from you guys :) Maaaaybe...xD

Well... I can finally put a new post...but this one won't really be very funny or witty.
I'm probably about to do a bit of begging...
After a lot of explaining.

Okay....we moved. Lonnie and Mom decided that the best idea would be to move onto Lonnie's parents property, which is all the way on in Merit Texas.
Bad choice.
Everything's kind of fallen apart. By that, I mean that tempers have risen a few hundred notches between people. Not really liking it.
Well... They tried to get me to switch schools in the middle of the year, but, fortunately, I was able to convince them to let us stay for the rest of the year, them driving us back and forth every morning and afternoon.
Well...here's where the story get's a little worse.
I want to continue going to McKinney schools. I have already changed schools twice, and it's horrible. Not only that, but I'm in high school now. I want to stay in McKinney Boyd. I want to be able to have the chance to become as great as I can be, and I can't do that switching around like they're wanting me to.
I addressed this to Mom and Lonnie.
They made me a deal.
If I can get my own job, fix a car to drive, and get my liscense drive myself back and forth to school ((and most likely work)) and be able to pay for the gas, they will let me stay.
Now....I haven't started on any of this...
school ends in less than 2 weeks....
I need to start getting work and saving for what I need.
Does anyone have any ideas?
I really need

I haven't been posting anything in forever on here. So sorry. I switched computers in computer class, and now that one doesn't have adobe flashplayer, or something like that, so now I can't get on weebly.

Well, at least I can see the board now, and have a slightly better chance of actually passing the class ^^.

Well....there's my excuse ^^

I'll blog again when I actually have soemthing interesting, something other than the pain in my mouth from getting my wisdom teeth pulled xD

This blog probably won't be that exciting. Why orange to-do lists, you ask? Well, I couldn't think of a title, so I wrote the first thing I saw: The Orange to-do list for the class I am in. We have been working on Microsoft crap, and now it's Microsoft Excel.

 - Hating it.

Teacher's awesome, though. I really like her, just not the lessons xP

Only when they're hard ^^

Hmm...... Maybe I should update my side bar information. "The Life Of Alexys".

This is what it said before, just to make sure that I always have it in store if I don't like the new one - can't remember it in the first place. Wrote it in 2008 xD - :

"All my life, I have been accosiated with ghosts. The ones that I usually knew about were family. My family use to own most of my home town, but now, only a little bit is left, and that i s now being sold for reason that are, well, reasonable.My grandfather build the houses that I lived on, and he died, shortly after my parents wedding, so I never met him, even though it would have been a GREAT honor!  For a while I have known that those house were haunted by my family members, and I tried not to think of that at all, but it always caught up to me. In a way, ghosts always frightened me, until the day I actually moved off the property to a duplex on the other side of town. I heard and saw more and more activity in my house and most of it happened around me.Then, like it had always been there, I heard the word ghost, and my heart leaped. It still does. I became completely fasinated with the theory an dthe thought of ghosts, and I started noticing the signs. A ghost had followed me. Not my family, but someone else. Someone different...."

Yeah.... I'm gonna change that...
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Well, first things first, right?

Mom and Lonnie are going out of town today. Lonnie does a bunch of car jobs for his company, and half of them require him to leave the state of Texas to go to the surrounding sister states: Oklahoma, Louisiana....well, that's about it.

Well, usually they leave, if mom goes at all, on Friday Morning, back Sunday night. This time, they left this morning - Wednesday - and should be back next Wednesday. A full freakin' week..... -______-

Why, you ask? Is it because they're going somewhere farther away, say, Pennsylvania? Kentucky? Tennessee? Nope. They're going to either Houston or Lousiana, one of the two, but guess what mom got....?

Tickets the the House of Blues in Dallas to see 30 Seconds to Mars in concert....

I am jealous.

Not becuase I really like 30 seconds to Mars - and I do, but I have to be in the mood, and it is usually the new album that I listen to - but the idea that she get's to go to a concert.

Telling mom this, she said I've been to one before...while she was pregnant with me...

I'm pretty sure that does not count, especially because I dont think at the time she even knew she was pregnant yet....
 - Messed up, huh? xD

BACK TO THE SUBJECT!

They are leaving, and tomarrow I have to be back up to my school at a little before 6.
 - Why?

Because it is open house. My project in Biology - Ms. Tillerson, having to be my favorite teacher here at McKinney Boyd - was chosen to be presented in open house by Ms.Tillerson. I don't know what you would think of that, but I think it's pretty cool. James has had art from art class in an open house before, but I haven't had anything yet, and this is pretty awesome ^^

 - What was the project about?

Well, we had to compare a cell to something. We had to pick a random thing, and compare it to a type of cell. I chose Greek Mythology, which obviously, Ms.T liked ^^ So THAT is why I will be up at school when I really don't wanna be ^^

OH! Next Friday is a BIIIG day! First of all, it's the Chinese New Year, and I am going to try to convince my mom to let me go to school that day, and she'll pick me up early, since Chinese is my first period. Lin Laoshi has a lot planned!
 - Why am I getting picked up from school?
GOOD QUESTION!
I get my wisdom teeth pulled?
mmm....
Fun, right?

I think I am a little sorry to say, but I have reason to believe that the whole point of this website has changed...

I started this site from the help of my friend at the time, Kayla, getting from her that there was a site where you can make your own sites ((Weebly)) and I began to make one, intending for it to be nothing but ghosts and paranormal. That didn't work out too well, did it?

Well, I did change a bit. At first, my only interst ever was ghosts. Paranormal. The "creepy". Now, still being VERY interested and amused by the paranormal, also have other things in my mind that I think about.

 - Dancing
 - writing ((especially writing))
 - High School
 - Friends
 - Getting through the day ((Heh....for your amusement, I'm sure))

Looking back on a lot of things that I started awhile ago - i.e. a roleplay I am doing with a friend - a lot of things did change a bit. But actually, it's extremely fun to look back on ^^
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Once again, I have come back from lunch feeling loved and the baby of the group that every one takes care of - and it is true though, that I'm the baby of the group. I'm the only Freshman in a small world of 2 sophmores, 2 juniors, and 2 seniors. I feel well taken care of ^^ -

Well, on to write more in my stories! Feel like making something great!
Oh, B.T.W. An Unlawful Murder is done =^^=

As the title portrays....My first subject will be my "outsider Anime freak" wear! I feel cute, but also extrememly stupid. ^^

I am wearing the things that Pai-chan gave me, a Severus Snape T-shirt, and cat ears that she got at Anime Fest ((A-Fest)), and I am in love with them! Thank you, Pai-chan! I love you!

Heh.... Wo Ai Ni....
Hopefully you understand that ^^
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And, as always, lunch was epic. Not because of the foods, not because everyone broke out in dance, because that would make it epic too, but because I spent the whole time talking to Veronica about Hetaila yaoi couples. I know I have only seen the first episode, BUT I already feel caught up with her explaining details for me.

Anime used to be the thing that I absolutely LoVe it, but I would really have to be forced to sit down and watch it before I actually got into it. I am too much interested in the dances than anything else LOL

Mangas too. I could sit down and completely go after a manga xD

But now, I have found a couple animes that I would watch all day, and literally have.

1.) Hetaila - from what I have soaked up from it so far, it is a "mature content" anime about people who literally are the countried of the world, such as the main characters Italy, Germany, France, China, Japan, etc, etc, etc. It is very random, many episodes in the short time alotted - 30 minutes - and keeps you as entertained as you would be if you were watching Family Guy - and me saying that is a BIIIIG compliment ^^ -, even though I have only seen the first episode.....>.<

2.) Ghost Hunt - The main charater of the story, the main narrator, is a freshman in High School named Mai. Her school was said to be haunted and a team of investigators were brought to check out her school, and in the midst of snooping, she broke one of their cameras. The leader of the paranormal investigators, Naru, told her to pay for the broken camera, since she doesn't have any money, was to travel with them, working odd jobs that they themselves didn't want to do. And, that, my friends, is the start of a wonderful series full of mystery, ghosts, and cute freaky crap.
So far, Abby's favorite episode is The Blood-Stained Labrynth, and mine is the one with the spirit of the little boy, Kenji. It is KAWAII!!!
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One story that i have written that I feel somewhat proud of is in my story section. It's just a small thing I had in my head that I can't believe I had, seeing how it is so freaky....Kathryn told me it made her laugh.....>.< xDDD Niiiiice...

It's the story labled An Unlawful Murder. ^^

Check it out. Tell me what you think ^^

Ever have that one song stuck in your head that you can't get rid of? I have one right now! Not only is it playing over and over again, it's in Japanese. And guess what?! There's a dance that goes right along with it!*

Go to youtube and type in "Berryz Koubou Watashi No Mirai No Danna Sama dance shot" - and yes, I wrote that without having to look somewhere else for corrections. >.< -

I am learning the mirrored version of that dance.
Yes, I learn Japanese dances. Read other posts, you're bound to find something about it there ^^
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Well, if you're wondering about what happened at the hospital - see last post for more information - all that really happened was that they gave me the sonogram. They can't tell me anything, against their job description. My docter has to tell me the good/bad news. Yippee.....

It feels weird though. Feeling like I am hanging on a limb for one phone call from my docter. I mean, I know it might not be a big deal, and all, but I am a little afaid. What if something is seriously wrong with me?

Body wise, I mean.

I'll be fine. I know I will. I'm actually a little excited. Medical crap does catch my interest. Thinking of actually being prepped for surgery seems pretty cool to me, imagining myself on one of those docter shows......xD

My friend, Amberly, over reactining, of course, - love you, Amberly! LOL - brought up "What if they find something bad, like cancer or something like that? Defects, illnesses, parasites?!"

I have already thought about that, and to make it clear, I don't care. You might think I'm weird for saying that, but I have reasons.

What if my being sick with cancer/illnesses/enlarged spleens/parasites brings back together my already broken family? Maybe I could see my Dad once more, maybe I could hug Grandma Debbie again, maybe I can finally see my new baby cousin, Jordan, just because they were all afraid for my life. Afraid that that would be the last time they would ever see me again.

To let you guys know, I don't want anyone to cry over me. Not because I'll "be in a better place", or "there's no need to be sad", but because I can't stand it. Not just the crying part, but how sappy it makes everytihng feel >.<
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I actually took a break after writing that, and was off to lunch, seeing that my computer class is also my lunch period.

I feel so much better.

I forgot how great it feels to have friends that care about you.

Thank you, Nancy, for being there for me when I came to lunch, nearly shaking, and holding my arm when we walked back to class.

Thank you, Veronica, for holding my hand as we walked away, laughing about yaoi, wishing that I feel better.

Thank you, both of you, for telling me to tell you guys right when I get an answer.

Thank you, Willie, Chris, Lucas, and Alexis. You guys may not have really said anything, or meant to send off any signals, but it really helped that there were other people around me, even if you were off at a different table xD

I feel so much better. So much.

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And also, as a side note, I want to say I'm sorry to Coach Quinn, my computer class teacher. I'm sorry I'm not doing what I need to make up for this class right now, but with the mood I'm in, I don't think I can actually work. You are a wonderful, sweet, and caring teacher, and I just wanted to let you know that I'm not procrastinating because I hate the class, but only because of the mood I am in.
Thank you.

Well, this blog might be a little more serious than the others. Don't worry, the snappy sarcasm and the witty remarks, if there are any, will be here, but todays been pretty depressing. Many reasons....well only about two....

1.) I am tired and feel as sick as a dog

2.) I have to go to the hospital in the morning for a sonogram. Seriously not looking forward to it.

Okay, I can already tell you're more interested in the Sonogram. Well, no, I have already gotten this question several times.... NO, I AM NOT PREGNANT.

Sonograms are not just used for looking at your unborn child. Sonograms are used to look at anything in your stomach, catching anything in the place it is set. Let's say, as in my situation, they are looking for your spleen. Instead of actually having the Sonogram taken on the middle of my stomach, where a baby would lie, it is going to be looking through the skin of my lower left stomach.

I don't really know if I should take this pretty far, in being worried and all. Mom's worried, but James isn't. And I know I shouldn't base my level of fear on what James thinks, but it does sway a little there. And mom is the type of person who doesn't over react, much less react at all. I had to get it out of her that she would extremely worried.

I'll be fine though.....

And if you knew how morbid I am....

You wouldn't be surprised when I tell you that I wouldn't mind if I had to have surgery. I actually kind of like the idea of being prepped for surgery, laying on that table, and waking up feeling weird. After watching all those medical shows on T.V. I am probably going to ask everything and anything. Just to interesting!

The making of a future docter...?
Maybe ^^
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Well....on to a different note......
I spent all day dancing yesterday. It was wonderful! I am really liking these dances....

 - For those of you who don't know....I get random Japanese dances from youtube that I learn -

One I have been working on....It's by Berryz KouBou.....Ummm...... something - something - no Danna - something.*

Something like that....>///<

I am really getting the hang of it. I am also learning Ai No Imi Oshiete by W. Something like that too...

Here are more!

KNOW - Hare Hare Yukai; Love and Joy; Gleeds Accident; Miracles Encore; Others by the Haruhi Suzimeya gang; Renai Rider; My Boy; Honto No Jibun; and others......I keep forgetting!

LEARNING: Co No Mi Chi; Kokoro No Tamago; Watashi No Miwa Danna - something like that - ; More by BErryz KouBou; More by C-ute; More by Buono!; More by the Haruhi Suzimeya gang.....


Well, I'm learning more than I know.
My favorites right now would have to be Berryz Koubou, even though Buono! is literally about tied with them.

Yes, yes, I know.....

WEIRDO!

And I agree....

I agree fully....

With a BIIIIIIIIIG happy face (^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^)

*I FOUND THE NAME OF THE SONG THAT I FORGOT THE NAME FOR!!!

Watashi No Mirai No Dannasama

Makes sense, right?
I've been trying to look it up, but school's computer is extremely stupid. Won't even let me get on to no need hall pass..